argh, i feel like a robot following a fixed routine. a vicious cycle perhaps. :/
& it goes like this: -wake up at 7am feeling all grouchy due to lack of sleep -head for school just for a few pathetic make ups -spend alot on lunch and getting fatter & fatter -tell myself i must study when i get home (which never happens) -tug into my comfortable bed for "a short rest" -wake up at 9pm to watch some random tv show -come online and waste my time viwawa-ing or blogging (like now) -finally get down to do one pathetic page of revision at 1am -try and sleep at 3am feeling guilty cause i wasted my day yet again
& despite feeling so upset with myself, i still repeat the cycle practically everyday. sigh, whats my problem. & this stupid unhealthy bad habit is making me sick. :(
sometimes i really hate myself for not having that little bit more discipline and self-restrain. :/
