the hierachy of needs: deleted my wishlist cause i reckoned all i really want for my birthday is not to satisfy my material needs. i just need to spend some quality time with my family & friends, to have great company around and take lots of nice photos so that i can keep them as fond memories. that will be enough, really.
bbq & chalet last night was really fun. i'm supposed to be happy, but i wonder why i'm not anymore. sigh, shall talk about it next time, probably when i'm in the right mood.
i can take ten times or even twenty times the effort to plan for something, but all it takes is just one hiccup along the way to make it fail. sometimes i really see no point in making plans anymore.
