& you're a mystery i can never figure

Sunday, September 30, 2007

12:13 AM

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
they're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
if there's a soulmate for everyone

because the heart never lies.

11:10 PM

in a way, i got what i wanted. but on the other hand, i did not. :/
i must say, that maths was the only subject that i was satisfied with, okay, more than satisfied actually. (im getting my photoshop only after Os, so i wont start playing with it over the next few weeks.) but other than maths, the other papers arent exactly ideal, definitely failed to meet my parents' expectations. physics mcq was atrocious, it just totally pulled my grades down, & so did english compre. then, i missed A1 by one mark, thats like the worst scenario one can be in, i really hope they will pull off a moderation for geog, just one mark will do, but its not quite possible. :(

now im stuck in a dilemma about choosing jc or poly, now that i've given up on australia. half of me wants the conventional way, yet i cant make it into the jc that i want to go to. the other half wants to take up my dream course, but im afraid that it wont work out. WHAT SHOULD I DO? rargh.

tanjia & i were in a discussion about going to Vj tgt, then we were contemplating about moving out & staying tgt in a house nearer in the east, and we got so excited cause we can then do grocery shopping like how i planned to with simin over in australia, invite lots of friends over for sleepovers and party like nobody's business, we will have so much of freedom! :D which might really come true if we do get in. at least, my mum has no objections. :)

INTENSIVE MUGGING FROM TODAY ONWARDS. I REALLY CANNOT AFFORD TO PROCRASTINATE ANY FURTHER!

lets just go our own way;

because the heart never lies.

3:57 PM

collage of the day :)

i shant say that my prelim results suck, cause i know im already fortunate enough to be awarded quite good marks for some subjects, though some other subjects are really kind of bad. i'd never gotten so low before, that ugly alphabet+number hasnt been inside my PPR for 2 years already, but now it has made its way back. :(
i guess its just my fault for not studying hard enough, & hopefully the remaining papers to be reviewed will turn out good! or perhaps some moderation to help all of us.
getting back physics, emaths & geog tmrw. how exciting.
MY PHOTOSHOP IS AT STAKE. :/
so good luck to all my friends out there reviewing their papers as well.
i hope we wont be disappointed!
& good luck to the juniors for EOYS.
im sure you all will do well. :D

still cant make up my mind about where to go about my O levels, its not very good when you have so many extreme options to choose from, and all seem equally appealing. RARH. :(

stop hurting others;

because the heart never lies.

3:38 PM

because the heart never lies.

2:29 PM

spaghetti! dont ask me why we ate with chopsticks. haha.

top off with extra fries :)

the four great chefs? haha.

PRELIMS ARE OVER. :)

the papers had been getting tougher & tougher, like the stupid physics paper, which i swear, was my worst paper ever. too many things happened, especially the past few days, havent really been able to concentrate, but oh wells, at least i managed to get through all the papers, im just dreading the day we get them back. :/

went to enid's house after the last paper yesterday! before that, we were at causeway point buying the CLUEDO game, and then we were visiting the supermarket for snacks until i randomly suggested me cooking spaghetti for them. haha.

over at enid's house, we started off with a game of cluedo, cause they all didnt know how to play, and the game was progressing very slowly. haha. then i started cooking for them, of course, with their help. :) made a mess in the kitchen, but it was hell lots of fun, really. then we watched MTV while having our delicious lunch at the "lounge" and playing cluedo again after that. we were like a bunch of childhood deprived kids trying to explore all the board games, so we went on to play "who's the richest" after that. and of course,

I WON THE GAME! :D

haha so thats how i spent my first day after prelims. it feels kind of weird without the need to study, but this feeling wont last too long either, cause we will have to start mugging for the MOST IMPORTANT EXAM in exactly one month's time. :/

if you want to compete, do it fair and open, dont behave like a loser.

a moment like this;

because the heart never lies.

2:48 AM

taking a break from prelim-ing, they call it "the wedding dinner" at crystal jade :D

i dont know why the hell am i still doing all these nonsense in the midst of prelims, changing blog address, changing song and whatsoever. but i guess it shall be a fresh new start! i need to take a break from studying anyway, since there's no school tmrw. good luck to the bio girls though!

prelims have started, & more than half the papers are over, basically it sucked, cause the school never fails to set it a standard higher than the other schools though its pointless.
(even the china scholars said the chinese paper was tough, how about that) starting to get really worried about my prelim results, afterall its the more crucial one for me at this point in time, but then again, im just not working hard enough. :(

oh hell i went for a haircut today. TWO, in fact. cause the first sucked so much i had to go for a second one to salvage it. now my hair is barely tie-able, i think its ugly but my mum say its fine. oh wells, maybe im just having a bad hair day. :(

hongkong trip is cancelled, but at least i still have sentosa to look forward to? what a drastic difference. i cant wait for prelims to be over. :/

6 more papers. JIAYOU!

woke up from my dreams & you're gone;

because the heart never lies.

1:31 AM

all time favourite quote from ECLIPSE :)

"i'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me. look after my heart - i've left it with you."

because the heart never lies.

12:40 AM

new

because the heart never lies.