& you're a mystery i can never figure

Sunday, April 26, 2009

4:44 PM

just two more days to syf. so its been a week of intensive practice everyday but somehow the practice just feels different from those back in st nicks. hmm.

not in the mood to study so for today, it's just gonna be me, my ipod and the com!

really, perhaps it's just me or something. i have no idea. i've been wondering just what went wrong, and why it can't be how it used to be anymore.

feeling quite down these few days but i can't quite explain why also. but yeah, thanks for the chocolates and hugs and messages, i promise i'll pick myself up soon and move on from where i fell.. :)

i miss you,
and you and you.
ah, the good old days. no more.

i took a step back;

because the heart never lies.

8:54 PM

havent been updating for quite some time so here's some pictures! :)

family day

aj celebrated its 25th anniversary last last sunday by holding a funfair in school!

0308's too fast & furious stall :)

chewpin and me, and our guitar mortals :)

haha nursery friends! javin came down to visit our school. :)

then comes a series of celebrations for my lovely eighteenth birthday! :D

birthday chalet

right after family day, i booked a chalet at downtown east and we held a bbq that night!

while the guys (plus esther) were outside busy barbecuing,

the majority stayed inside to play cards,

and more cards,

while enjoying the air-con! haha.

the most complete group photo (though adam & chewps looked a little spastic hahaha)

super unglam! but chewps smashed the cake on my face :(

0308 people who turned up for my party (excluding those who left early)

with chewps

with minghan

with weesiong (well we were trying to look like we went to the beach hahaha)

the group that stayed over! :)

& the drinking game was super fun, having everyone laughing at the slightest & stupidest stuff. hahaha.

baking session on good friday

went over to adelene's place and baked many stuff! but probably the most successful would be the strawberry cheesecake! :)

strawberry cheesecake with heart-shaped strawberries! :)

this is supposedly my birthday cake haha

the big day!

well sadly i didnt take photos with anyone, so i could only take photos of the presents i received! and i made a collage out of them. :)

my presents at one glance! haha.

now here comes the thank you speech, so bear with me! haha.

thanks to:

-daddy for providing everything i needed for the bbq :D

-mum for my ipod + lenses :D

-grandma & aunt for their generous angpows :)

-adelene for the cheesecake

-szechuan, xianyao, zhi'en, max for the cooking pot -.-

-esther for the absolut vodka

-mandice & the group that got me the renoma wallet

-mr lee for the bday card + "rejected" present haha :/

-kenneth for the lovely box of candies + letter :)

-yanzhu for the cute turtle :)

-chewpin & regi for the pair of flats :)

-jason, javin, joan for celebrating my bday at midnight

-jason & javin for the cake, handmade voucher and the hoodie i have yet to receive :)

-joan for the bouquet of sunflowers :)

-joan & chenghan for the Nike slippers

-monica for the free labour on the bus to school haha

-amanda for the helium balloon :)

-amanda & szeyun for the t-shirt

-szechuan for personalized crossword puzzle + birthday card :)

-0308 for the body shop gift set + belated birthday song

-denise & friends for the lovely handmade card :)

-tickmeng for the wooden guitar model + carebear :)

-celeste for thh bathroom slippers :)

-weesiong for the cute magnet + birthday card :)

-guitar for the birthday song

-jason for having dinner with me when my parents & chewpin pangsehed me haha

a big thank you to everyone else who sent your well wishes to me too! i guess its been quite a good celebration this year. :D :D :D

and now that i'm finally eighteen, i have got new resolutions! since the ones i made during new year didnt quite work out in the end. haha. i wanna learn driving, i wanna go overseas, i wanna do many many things! but first i shall resolve to study hard for A levels. that shall be my most important goal for the year, i guess everything else can wait. :D

the little things;

because the heart never lies.

8:59 PM

the hierachy of needs:
deleted my wishlist cause i reckoned all i really want for my birthday is not to satisfy my material needs. i just need to spend some quality time with my family & friends, to have great company around and take lots of nice photos so that i can keep them as fond memories. that will be enough, really.

bbq & chalet last night was really fun. i'm supposed to be happy, but i wonder why i'm not anymore. sigh, shall talk about it next time, probably when i'm in the right mood.

i can take ten times or even twenty times the effort to plan for something, but all it takes is just one hiccup along the way to make it fail. sometimes i really see no point in making plans anymore.

tired and helpless;

because the heart never lies.

9:55 PM

earlier this week, snsb went for its syf central judging where they did superbly well and got a GwH in the end! super proud of them cause they actually kept their promise to me two years ago! SNSB BRAVO! :D

then it was april fool's on wednesday. me & chewps stuffed wasabi inside the collon biscuit and eventually quite a few people got tricked into eating it! of which minghan & siewhui spat the thing out in the end. hahaha. then during guitar we went around clipping people's hair with post-its which says "I AM A VICTIM OF APRIL FOOL"! so it wasnt too bad i suppose. :)

anw, the nursery playmates finally met up yesterday and we had supper together plus chatted from 11pm to 5am this morning! it was really super fun talking abt everything and anything under the moon! though i only had two hours of sleep in the end and went to school for guitar + family day setting up. and i almost knocked out during tuition today hahaha.

to make up for the very little sleep i had / is going to have, i shall go to sleep right after this! hahaha. hopefully tmrw will be a fun day man! :D

probably its something impossible;

because the heart never lies.