& you're a mystery i can never figure

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

3:39 PM

update, since there's no paper tmrw.
supposed to be studying for physics, SUPPOSED, which obviously means i spent my time doing other stuff. :/

yes, the languages papers are finally over! english was tough, but seriously, there's only that fixed amount of brain juices that you can squeeze from my puny brains. everyone was seriously so exhausted on monday, three papers consecutively, but luckily emaths wasnt that nerve-wrecking. :)
higher chinese today was also much better than our school's prelims. except i found out that we were supposed to be writing the numbers for the cloze passage, but i wrote the words instead. rargh perhaps this is what you get for not reading instructions carefully?

& though we dont really celebrate halloween in singapore, im going for a halloween party at my dad's friend's place tonight! sounds kind of wrong, & im supposed to be studying for my most horrible subject, but WHO CARES MAN. :D

PHYSICS ON FRIDAY, THE TOUGHEST NUT TO CRACK.
be back after physics. :)

its love mixed with a pinch of hate;

because the heart never lies.

11:31 AM

because the heart never lies.

10:33 AM

Told you I made dinner plans
You and me and no one else
That don't include your crazy friend
Well I'm done
With awkward situation's empty conversations

Oh this is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

So this is where the story ends
A conversation on IM
Well I'm done
Texting,
Sorry for the miscommunication

Oh this is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

Next time I see you
I'm giving you a high five
'cause hugs are over rated, just FYI

Oh this is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
(yeah)

Oh this is an S.O.S.
Don't wanna second guess,
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

because the heart never lies.

11:09 PM

AHH FINALLY,
the first weekend since Os started,
im glad im still alive & kicking after this hectic week, even though there are some hiccups and im SICK again, as always. but i will perservere! at least i can take a good rest during the weekends & recharge myself! :D

i must say that our school was really brilliant in setting the history paper, part of it actually came out for Os! then everyone was like marvelling at the picture that reappeared for sbq. BUT BUT BUT, i didnt really pay attention when the teachers went through the paper, heh, so i am just unfortunate i guess. :/

anyway history isnt my forte, so i have nothing to complain about. as for geog, totally screwed it up cause my slow poke hands couldnt finish answering the questions, even though i used up a total of ELEVEN pieces of paper. ironically, geog is supposed to save trees but it uses the most papers. :/

taking a break & i'll start tmrw!

better off without you;

because the heart never lies.

10:24 PM

COMING SOON..
1. AMUSING AMATHS I
2. ADDICTIVE AMATHS II
3. CORROSIVE CHEMISTRY II
4. GRUELING GEOGRAPHY II
5. HIDEOUS HISTORY
6. EXPRESSIVE ENGLISH I
7. EXPLICABLE ENGLISH II
8. EASY EMATHS I
9. EVALUATIVE EMATHS II
10. CREATIVE CHINESE I
11. COMPLICATING CHINESE II
~~12. PERPLEXING PHYSICS II~~
~~13. SELECTIVE SOCIAL STUDIES~~
~~14. GULLIBLE GEOGRAPHY I~~
15. CRAPPY CHEMISTRY I
16. PUZZLING PHYSICS I
& THEN O LEVELS WILL BE OFFICIALLY OVER! :D

13 DOWN, 3 PAPERS TO GO!
ALL THE WAY JINGWEN!
NINE DISTINCTIONS WAITING! HAHA.

do you believe in magic;

because the heart never lies.

9:30 PM

i think i am such a perfect loser.
i wouldnt consider that i've studied hard enough because Os is just next week cause there's still alot of subjects i have yet to touch, like social studies, physics and emaths. all i did for the whole week was amaths, chemistry, geog and a little history. well my only accomplishment would be that i managed to finish the entire chemistry ten year series after working on it for 8 hours straight from last night. :)

went to school quite early this morning, i managed to catch the sunrise from the artroom, as well as catch a glimpse of the rest of the school having assembly on the track. i should have learnt to study in the art room earlier, its a really nice place to concentrate. anyway, skip the afternoon details, and i went home with chewpin and yixin. left the school before seven but i only reached home at eight-thirty. obviously i wasted my time again. this is so typical of me.

the big Os is just two days away but i still dont have the "OMG ITS COMING" feel yet. i need to concentrate right this moment rarh!

& why do you hate me so much? feels like talking to the principal would be more comforting than having a word with you.

let bygones be bygones;

because the heart never lies.

4:21 PM

NERDY PICK UP LINE OF THE DAY : you're like an exothermic reaction, you spread your hotness everywhere!

CHEMISTRY IS SO DAMN BORING!!
& SO IS AMATHS.
spent the whole of yesterday trying to complete all the prelim papers for the two subjects, i cant wait to throw all my worksheets into the recycling bin, responding to enid's call for environmental awareness! haha.

met enid & tanjia in school yesterday morning, then played badminton with CC (w/o simin) at KBCC. it was a super workout, then we just started wandering off to the stage and doing weird actions like hiphop?! :/

after badminton, went back to school for lunch & then the three of us continued our chem session with MISS YU JIA YAN. haha. only managed to do two papers then we went to the gym piano area and taught tixi how to play the piano. haha it was quite hilarious but at least she mastered two short pieces! after that we cabbed down to prata house, supposedly to satisfy all our cravings for prata, BUT, its hari raya so the shops were all closed. :( :(

settled for strudel in the end, then liyin & cherms came to join us too. cam-whored alot, and wasted so much time we only left the place when the sky turned dark. then cherms & i had a nice walk & talk all the way home, sharing one small umbrella. AWW.

i cant stand the construction thats going on all around my neighbourhood, including one right in front of my door step. but i will endure for the next 26 days until i regain all my freedom!! :D

JIAYOU JIAYOU EVERYONE!
5 more days to the BIG Oreos.

you keep me hanging on, but we're not moving on;

because the heart never lies.

11:51 PM

last day of school today, so its quite obvious that we took lots & lots of photos, given our camwhoring nature. made a video based on my photos with charitians, so ENJOY! :D

prayer session at CTK was a very meaningful one to me, the teachers were so sweet and most of them just started crying, and its like a domino effect so it made us cry too. thats when i realised we often took the teachers for granted and we had forgotten that they are actually just like us, humans in every way, with 100% emotions as well. i should have cherished each and every one of them, even though i dont like some. :/

moderation wasnt of much help to me, my L1R5 still remains the same argh. but i guess some things just cannot be forced. at least the moderation helped to make my results slip look much better on the whole? shant be too bothered by it aye.

sherwood bought us pizza! & the four of us shared a cake for the class too, so basically that was our recess, & we rushed down to the field to catch juniors & take photos with them! haha. couldnt really find all, but we just grabbed anyone we saw, snap & go. haha what a mad rush. then christina tan was damn nice, she let us perform all our nonsensical cheers & even played along with us! & she also let us watch the CHIAM AH GAO video instead of having lessons. YAY! but whats not so pleasant was that we were very late for chinese and that kind of pissed wulaoshi off and she just walked out of class on the very last day of school. :(

hwachong open house was WEIRD, not sure if its a positive or negative feeling, but at least i was there with my friends! and we received quite alot of stuff from their goodie bags, yes and i saw shueli mugging for As! went straight home from Hcjc and its like only a ten minutes bus ride compared to the 90 minutes ride from Vj. :O

went to see the doctor and he said i was down with gastric flu even though i didnt really feel much of a discomfort except for my ugly bad cough. oh wells, take this chance to rest well tonight and i REALLY REALLY got to start mugging from tmrw onwards. NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!

you will do it & you can do it;

because the heart never lies.

11:27 PM

because the heart never lies.

11:21 PM

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
We'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

because the heart never lies.

10:36 PM

SAT - VJC open house
SUN - stay at home day
MON - session with enid & yanzhu
TUE - CC celebrating liyin's birthday

photos will come another day, cause cherms is not online & yanzhu's medulla oblongata refuses to upload the photos today. whatever.

Vj open house was quite an eye-opener, i mean their school looks a whole lot more fun. :D anyway the people who brought us around were GIRLS, so no rumours or whatsoever this time. haha. but Vj is really damn fricking far away, it took me exactly one & a half hours to reach home! wah i cant imagine me spending so much time on the bus everyday. i'll need to move out to somewhere nearer!

skip boring sunday, yesterday was PIGOUT DAY & LAUGH ALOUD DAY. the three of us just ate so much & laughed so much. especially when we started talking about THAT hot topic, we just get so agitated and stuff. err hahaha. then tuition with yanzhu was funny too, cause we went to the playground and played with the see-saw with me always at the bottom & her always at the top. so this is what you get when you put a skinny bamboo & a fat pig at the see-saw. :/

MELISSA LIM LIYIN'S SWEET 16 TODAY. went to amk hub for lunch & we spent a long time chatting at the food court. haha same topic as yesterday, we just cant seem to get it off ever since we went for Rj open house. :/

I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR O LEVELS TO BE OVER. I WANT TO GO ON A CRUISE, GO ON AN OVERSEAS TRIP, GO FOR SLEEPOVERS, GO FOR PARTIES, MOVE OUT & DO EVERYTHING WITH MY SUPERB FRIENDS! :D

because the heart never lies.

9:58 PM

raffles junior college :)

then icekimo :)

i never fail to play with photoshop for at least an hour whenever i come online. now this is real bad. :(

anyway, we finally reviewed our EL papers today, which means we got back all our prelims alrd. i heaved a sign of relief for english seriously, i was so scared that i would fail my compos. THANK GOD YEAH.

went down to raffles open house with enid and jiaying. met chewpin and yixin there, followed by cherms, jasape, liyin, isabel and siowyu. toured around the school compound with the help of a super friendly "befriender", then joined another one halfway. they were being really frank, so we kind of know how Rj is like right now. oh and seriously, Rj is so near my house, you can just stand at the bridge and admire my block from there. but too bad, i doubt i'll get that chance to go to that school, though i like their GREEN uniform. :)

after the open house, jiaying, liyin, cherms and i took a long march to icekimo! then we had lovely ice cream there while playing random games like LIDO and SNAKES AND LADDERS.

cause bored people play board games. hahaha.

Vj open house tmrw. gosh, hopefully it will motivate me to work harder for Os because i feel really slack right now! :O

cant seem to get it right;

because the heart never lies.

10:52 PM

GREEN IS LOVE. :]

yay yay my mum's the sweetest ever.
she came back with the photoshop in her hand & said, "HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY". more like thats what she owed me for the bet over my "terrific" maths results. haha.
but whatever it is, i am a happy girl!
off to conquer my photoshop. :D

love is just a chemical creation;

because the heart never lies.