because the heart never lies.
overdue pictures! :)
visit to Officer Cadet School
attire exhibition
smoke bomb thrown by chewps
xianyao, jingwen, chewps
jingwen, chewps
:D :D :D
in the room
at the soc training ground
parade square
taken with the entire bus + the officers :)
so learning journey took place on wednesday, and although there were some really unpleasant incidents, such as a car accident, szeyun ALMOST losing her camera on the bus, some of the guys in our class didnt manage to get there, but overall it was considered quite fun! took lots of photos, but so coincidentally someone will ALWAYS be blocked when we take class photos. :/
parent teacher meeting yesterday, and we volunteered to be road marshalls so we had to direct cars into the carpark. cip hours + free food, so i guess its quite a good deal? hahaha. then went back for guitar this morning and we managed to learn quite a few songs although the group was pathetically small. and now, im home and rotting in front of the computer because i got pangsehed again. :/
9 more days.
& mummy bought this retardedly HUGE luggage for the trip. KIASU OR WHAT. now i really got to lug a luggage around. :/
i cant deny how much i hate this moment;
because the heart never lies.
icekimo :D
haha all of us trying to act spastic -.-
chewps, chenghan
yunyang & me
eh, i just happened to be scratching my neck LOL
i guess we are the ultimate slackers! supposed to do geog during our 4 hour break today but we ended up doing everything else except geog. hahaha. then after school, the guys earned themselves free ice-cream and noodles for lunch. didnt exactly do much work, but it was fun! :)
idk why but i cant seem to get excited over the trip. 13 more days. :/
to forget and not to forgive;
because the heart never lies.
SL PROJECT 2008 pictures!
PS : pimple outbreak is horribly ugly :(
yay i drew two nice butterflies on both his hands (:
& then i made the balloon hat that she's wearing (:
:D
0308 - without shiyuan & joanne
finally a photo where all is present! but a little dark though.
met pinrui for brunch today! :) before going to ecp. and its seriously a lot of walking to do. hahaha. i guess SL project today went quite well. except the bad weather that kind of disrupted our plans. but we still had quite a fair bit of fun! making balloons for them, drawing on their hands & faces, using vegetables to do stamping, etc. the kids are super cute although some of them really got attitude one okay. lol.
started raining when we were about to leave the place, then things got a little messy & wet. :/ amanda, chewps and i went to parkway for ljs before we took a ride home by chewps' daddy. gosh im damn tired already. nights everybody. :)
16 more days, and i'll be away for 16 days! :/
i took the first step to forget;
because the heart never lies.
pictures taken today (:
PW INTERVIEW
the group, with mr jiow
group again
vanessa & jingwen
the day started off quite badly because i screwed up my spa quite badly, blame myself for not reading instructions carefully i guess. but i wasnt really that bothered, until i found out that my ipod shuffle went missing. like wtf, its already my second time losing my valuables in the school lah. i probably only lost my waterbottle in st nicks last time. :/
but thank god for nice friends eventually managed to cheer me up! :)
then daddy came to fetch us for the interview at bukit merah central, and the room was packed with students from other schools as well! and thats where i saw vanessa! interview lasted for slightly more than an hour, but it wasnt exactly fruitful because we kind of interviewed the wrong person. hahaha.
my favourite granduncle just passed away on wednesday night due to some viral attack. and 20 hours was all it took to take his life. super sudden! cliché it may sound, but life is really so unpredictable. hai. RIP. :(
anyway yesterday during gp tuition my teacher said this, "love is not hanging on tightly, but learning how to let go."
SL project tmrw. hope everything runs smoothly! & 17 more days!
and so i will learn to let go;
because the heart never lies.
this week is sure a busy busy week!
monday - lessons as usual, then went to east coast park to check out the place for sl project. wahh dont know why they booked the pits after bedok jetty, its damn far and inaccessible lah. :/ took like 2 hours to reach that place from school, and finally reached there with the help of pinrui! haha.
my second guitar practice this month, and most likely to be the last as well, cause there's so many events coming up and so coincidentally it always falls on wed/fri so i end up skipping gtr. :/
coming up : spa, eom, pw interview and sl proj. i sure wish there was a way to buy more time!
19 more days.
it sucks to be taken for granted;
because the heart never lies.
SNSB (:
zoom in to see their nervous faces!
AHS & SN banders (:
(:
REDS (:
new heads (:
SAXES (:
2nd national band competition today. st nicks was second to play, after anglican, so we had to be at vch rather early. otherwise i'd most probably still be sleeping in bed at that time! hahaha. they played under the double eagle & hannukah! after the interval sean, sushuen, hidhir, chia, yanzhu, joel & i went for brunch at NYNY and ate like over a hundred bucks! advanced celebration for the gold i guess. hahaha. then went back to vch just in time for the announcement of results!
just two years back, we took part in the 1st national band competition but at that time, we were actually part of the band playing. today, we became spectators already. and the feeling's actually quite different. albeit we're no longer in that bright blue band uniform, i am still damn damn damn happy that st nicks got a gold! and i love that band cheer of ours. :D
rargh. reality hits. there's school tmrw but i have been procrastinating since yesterday and i still havent got my EoM and my tutorials done. WHERE IS MY MR SELF-DISCIPLINE? :/
"if you want me then please cherish me.
leave me alone if you cant do it."
21 more days.
saying sorry doesn't seem to help;
because the heart never lies.
xianyao & me donating blood :)
blood donation on wednesday turned out to be quite interesting eh! they gave us this cute sticker which says something like "THIS IS MY FIRST TIME DONATING BLOOD, PLEASE BE NICE TO ME!" :D
its not painful actually, too bad chewps didnt think that way. haha.
and then yesterday was a super unlucky day for me. first i cut my second finger on my right hand while having our weekly dose of mango madness, then i sprained my fourth finger on my left hand while playing games during guitar farewell. tough luck man. this is like my first time having a sprain and i didnt even know it was a sprain until it started swelling. haha.
IHG volleyball for girls ended today. could only watch, but didnt get to play because of my stupid finger. :( joined szechuan's pw group for a while, lunch at amk and went for piano without even playing. we just sat down and listened to classical pieces. haha. now i cant play the piano for two weeks, plus another two weeks away in cambridge, my piano exam is gone case already. :/
and chewps complained that im damn kuku today. well, i think so too. keep saying the wrong things today & offending the wrong people. :/
st nicks having nbc tmrw. i really hope they do well! & they will, because hard work pays off. :)
22 more days.
i hope i did the right thing this time round;
because the heart never lies.
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear
The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when yuu mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you
Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, you old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
because the heart never lies.
the seventh day of the seventh month isnt such a good day after all.
-my camera died a few days ago, all camwhoring ceased since then, and then my phone decided to go on strike today too :(
-it started raining the moment i stepped out of the house & got myself drenched like a "luo tang ji" by the time i reached town :(
-DAYLIGHT ROBBERY! i got cheated of 67 bucks at lucky plaza :( :( :(
-sent my phone for repair and i was dumb enough to forget to save my contacts (so if you see this, do tell me your number again, thanks!)
-now im stuck with an even lousier phone without even a camera :(
-retail therapy failed! shopped with jiaying but came back empty handed because we couldnt find anything nice to get :(
-came home and got a scolding from my dad because of midyrs :(
aiyah, i should have just stayed at home today. :/
but in any case, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEWPS.
exactly four weeks before i fly off. its time to start saving up! plus the 67 bucks i lost today, i think i should just eat cup noodles everyday. anyone kind enough to donate to the "SAVE-JINGWEN-FUND?"
when all the shit comes to you;
because the heart never lies.
whats the use of doing well in studies now when everything else still suck? i hate this.
this weekend has been spent catching up with friends yet again. yesterday was thaipan + scoopz with kenneth, matthew & wee ho, then chicken house + icekimo today with enghwee, phyllinda, xiaojia, junsen & yanzhu. on the long bus ride to and back from the east yesterday, i couldnt help but feel a little nostalgic once again. its been a long while. & probably i should mention that i got lost on the way back and reached home only near midnight. :/ no i don't dislike aj anymore, but vj, as always, still sounds like more fun. :/
volleyball yesterday morning and jaguar won. 4 matches in a row. :)
i dont know why, but seriously, there's nothing for me to look forward to right now. :(
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
but no, i can't hate you anymore. i can only hate myself. :(
how can i make myself forget;
because the heart never lies.
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
because the heart never lies.
results are not too bad i guess, other than the Ultimate geog, & the physics paper that we have yet to get back. now its time to get busy with tutorials & project work. time never seems enough.
i can't exactly describe how i feel right now, so to end i shall let a picture do the job.
childhood innocence;
because the heart never lies.
WITH EFFECT FROM 1ST JULY 2008,
YOU ARE GETTING OUT OF MY MIND.
today, it's time i woke up from my dream. & i will, just you watch.
probably we can add this to the class gathering photo! haha.
and simin's back in australia. I MISS HER ALREADY!
started getting back some results already. got back GP yesterday and it was alright i guess, but Geog today was totally absolutely sucky. :(
just imagine, out of the entire cohort taking H2 Geog, only 9 managed to pass, with the highest only getting a C, so what can you expect from me? its like, i never ever scored so low before in my entire life.
shit, i really need to buck up on this stupid subject. right now i'm just hoping that i wont fail anymore of the rest of the papers. bye bye to my laptop. :(
some upcoming events to keep me occupied:
volleyball competition
paradigmia
PW interview
SL barbecue
cambridge!
die, midyrs already so screwed, promos how? & there's so little time to do so many things. ahh i bet im gonna get kicked out of alpha. :/
i will stay firm and be strong;
because the heart never lies.
